you dont have to attend every battle night as long as you let your higher ups know that you wont be there, if its something like having gold then you should not have a problem, sure you wont be on for the battles but you can still talk to people here on the site, and then rejoin up in the wars when you have the gold again, and as for the whole "im not a good player thing" thats not a problem, im not one of the best players here either, but this place is more about the fun than the whole winning thing...atleast it used to me
anyways WELCOME TO FC
EDIT: damn robot beat me to it
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